#my brain is ROTTING

[xcchoco]

based on that one perfect blue poster and some color ideas i had in my mind for a while

[zeibee]

[tobysm3f]

Total brainrot I loved the experience

[rammyroe]

this ones for u megop fans

[mothsshoes]

HI SUSELLE FANS i offer this

[merkymerk2]

I said what I said.

[vannahrt]

Vivienne, I- *chokes* please I- *sobs* I just wish- *gag* I- please I don’t have much- *sob*

Don’t fucking look at me.

[robinspinknest]

[j0celynh0rr0r]

Indeed

[briccko]

only you.

[explodingidiot]

wanted to delve a little into my personal subspace design..

i see a lot of people toss around subspace designs that in my eyes dont rlly pheel like him,, dont get me wrong, i love the designs to bits, i js had to draw out how i see him

a yucky, gross, corpse. that's exactly what he is and exactly how i wanted to picture him

my take on his rot is admittedly.. more violent than what soda has phor the canon. i was leaning into the idea that the phights aren't necessarily canon, and thus that subspace wouldnt be moving around as much. he's disabled by all means and his condition will only get worse

being stacked on pain meds would, as it is in the canon, be a constant. that along wih compression-wear phor the problem areas of his body (arms, torso, and knee)

i imagine he has his biografts do most things phor him in the mornings, theyre built to serve so it'd be a waste to not have them deal with his shit when he's in horrid pain waiting phor the meds to kick in.

my subspace is by all means a pathetic loser and it makes me pheel a little bad haha... too bad he's a terrible person, i guess he earned his pain (/nsrs)

[jenanigans1207]

I could write essays about Cheng Xiaoshi’s hand on Lu Guang’s shoulder here. Just that alone, I could write thousands of words about. Because the moment immediately before this—

—is Cheng Xiaoshi taking a swing at Lu Guang. Because he’s hurt, because he feels betrayed, because he just went through something traumatic in that moment that also triggered traumas from his past and Lu Guang knowingly led him into that situation. Yes, Lu Guang tried to encourage him to leave the photo several times before it got too bad and no, he didn’t have bad intentions. But at the end of the day, he lied by omission and Cheng Xiaoshi stayed in the photo without the full picture of what he was being led into. So, he’s not wrong for taking a swing at Lu Guang. But at the end of the day, Lu Guang isn’t wrong for what he did, either. He was protecting the past the way he had to, being the voice of reason and rule that is his agreed upon role in their dynamic.

And that’s what Cheng Xiaoshi’s hand on Lu Guang’s shoulder means. It means that he recognizes this, that he doesn’t actually fault Lu Guang for what he did, he’s just hurting. It’s one thing for Lu Guang to reach out to Cheng Xiaoshi to comfort him after what happened, it’s another thing for Cheng Xiaoshi to reach back.

On one hand, it’s Cheng Xiaoshi accepting the silent apology and the comfort being offered to him. It’s him letting his walls down and letting Lu Guang in. It’s him being vulnerable and broken and trusting Lu Guang to hold him together. It’s his wordless admittance that he knows that Lu Guang was only doing what he had to do.

On the other hand, it’s Cheng Xiaoshi comforting Lu Guang in return. He knows that Lu Guang would never want to hurt him, that he feels terrible for putting Cheng Xiaoshi in that position, even if he had to. It’s his way of assuring Lu Guang that he’s here, that he’s not pulling away because he’s hurt and he’s not laying blame.

Their hands form a bridge to each other, both of them reaching for each other to both provide and receive comfort. It’s a visual representation of them meeting in the middle, of them acknowledging that the situation sucks, even if that’s the way it had to be. It’s them understanding each other in a way nobody else can, sharing a bond and a desire to protect each other above all else.

Cheng Xiaoshi wasn’t wrong to swing at Lu Guang, and I wouldn’t have blamed him if he didn’t reach back. But he did. Because Lu Guang is too important to him— more important to him than his own feelings here. And it was important to him to show Lu Guang that, and to let him know that he understands.

[jesuistrestriste]

thinking about art getting tipsy at the bar with you and getting all flushed and giggly when you let him lay his head on your shoulder

thinking about you holding his chin gently and tipping his head back before pouring more of his drink down into his greedy mouth:( some of it drips from the corners of his lips and he shudders when you wipe it away with the back of your hand

thinking about him slurring and trying to maneuver into your lap, forgetting you two are in public as he squeezes your hips and moans into your neck

thinking about him pressing his drunken boner into your thigh under the booth’s table while he sloppily kisses your neck

“need you,” he whines, “‘m so drunk… kiss me.. please? kiss me… mm— god, i’m— kiss me—“

[dollsmortuary]

[jordanayla]

thinking about this scene.... how art is leaping over to get that final hit..... how patrick's instinct isn't to fall back to return it but to rush forward, drop his racket, catch art, because that's all it's (his tennis, his passion) has ever been about. he doesn't care about that final point, he's not thinking about tashi, all he wants his art in his arms.

i feel like a lot of people are not talking enough about patrick!!! dropping his racket!!! he's playing the best tennis of his life and it doesn't matter to him because all he wants is art!!!

[robinspinknest]

us?